nanowar

Thu, 22 Jun 2006 20:52:12 GMT

coolest day ever! left crisgo's last night and went ridin for awhile, then today there was this storm that came through, we were workin at one of the lakes of tipton, and you could see it as it just came down this hill in the distance, and made each hill on its way to me just disappear, then it slowly creeped accross the water, then hit like a fuckin tidal wave!!!!! so fuckin cool, it blew open this door right as i was about to walk by and it almost knocked into me, then as i'm holding it shut as others are trying to barracade it shut its like someone was dumpin buckets of water on me, hahaha it ruled

Sun, 21 May 2006 22:38:22 GMT

SO... MANY... OBVLIVIAN GATES... SOO... LITTLE... TIME!!!!

DAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAMMMMMMMMMMMNN THEEEEEEE BETHESDA!!!!!!!!!

NO! they are not to blame! woooork! work i tell you WOOOOOOOORK! they are the true enemy here. not my precious. heeehhhhhh my precious, i need to play more! see ya!

Fri, 12 May 2006 03:21:12 GMT

just saw hostel, cool times haha one movie that i've seen that was horror like that i liked, wolf creek? SUCK CREEK! hahaha fuckin high tension? bull shit till the twist hits, hmmm anyways i got this bitchin 4 disc dvd set with i can't remember the directors names, but between them there are videos from nin jay-z radiohead depeche mode rhcp and many many more! hahaha fun times. oh! and who's obsessed with oblivion! oh wait me! someone come see me i'm sooo bored, and people need to know where i live hahahah :D

Fri, 28 Apr 2006 03:24:22 GMT

let me mean something to you, let me breathe new life into the veins

i hate starting something and not knowing how to finish it, this isn't really directed to anything, just kinda how i go, i've been a hermit more or less for like two weeks it seems. i need something new haha, always time for a change with me. i need to stop wishing for things an make shit happen! :D

Tue, 18 Apr 2006 01:42:50 GMT

well i believe i had about the best easter i've had! hahahaha

did i go do lame things with the family? HELL NO!
did i even talk to my family? HELL NO!
hahahhahaha did i even leave the house? HELL NO!

what did i do you ask?
slept in till one, messed with my comp, which i have running through my tv, i still need a monitor cuz everything is kinda blurred but oh well 32' monitor kinda rules! played a few games then just sat in my lawn chair watchin the rain, listenin to the new morrisey album, drinkin some chardonnay.

yeah, ruled balls! haha one for the books

the new home

Thu, 13 Apr 2006 03:14:06 GMT

well i'm finally in my new apt! :D it rules, kinda weird just cuz this is the first time i've been all by my lonesome, but oh well i never interacted too much with others even when i was livin with people. but oh well, now i need some shit to make the place look like i live there, and a bed!! couches are ok and all and the one i have is uber comfy, but it's nothin like having a bed :D hmmm well work is a little slow, but hopefully it'll pick up some next week, i'm workin at denny's this saturday so all should stop by :D well nothin much else to say really, just been kinda blah for a while now see ya :D

Sun, 02 Apr 2006 06:02:45 GMT

ok so the other day i was driving back to the shop at work and we passed this church and the saying on the church board thing was "lead with your ears and follow with your mouth". kinda weird i though and the more i thought about it the more this image of it all came to my head. my final image that i came up with was that of this preacher fellow with this rediculously maniacal face with glasses and all prancing through some dark field with lightning and such cackling through the sky, and on his fingers are theses metal rings. From these rings is this thin metal string running to peoples mouths. the strings run through their mouth and come out their ears and then it runs to the next person behind them and so on and so forth so there ends up being these thousands of people being strung about by this preacher all prancing about through the night sky :D hahahhaa

oh yeah! i met this british chick the other night, she's amazing! hahahaha she painted her kitchen to make it look like the ocean! and she's got this light up palm tree in there, just to remind her of the ocean!! haha and she's got this bicycle in her bathroom so she can ride it while she takes a shower!!! hahahah she's one of the coolest people i've talked to in a while hahahhahah!!! kinda weird to think that she's 42 and has two kids hahaha oh! and i've got a new apartment!!!

Wed, 22 Mar 2006 02:55:15 GMT

grrr! i hate it when things seem soo awesome with something, soo perfect for one moment in time. later that perfect moment is just that, just a moment. agh! hahaha i also hate feelings of anxiety! i get them all the time, i just want to talk to someone, to clear things up with them, to let them know everything that i'm thinking about the subject, i mean you have an imidiate responce, but then with time you contemplate more and more about it and you think of different ideas you wish to share with that individual, but alas you can't. for whatever reason the ties are broken, so do you take the chance and tootally fuck things up with that person or just let things be, still feeling the feelings that are all locked up within you screaming to get out! haha i'll just have to vent as best i can, unfortunately some thoughts are lost, lost with time and memory, lost in the sands of the mind hahaha. man! i would just love to sit with someone, just sit on a couch, run my hands through her hair and talk about all that we thought. poop! "dreams do come true" BULLSHIT! they are illuded to be true but the underlying substance isn't there. ahhhh i'm getting lost in what i'm trying to say, with any luck i can think out my thoughts more clearly later and jot them down. ahhhh also i want to listen to music, tell her what i think of the song what it means to me, ask her what she thinks so on and so forth, so frustrated! poop!

hmmm

Tue, 21 Mar 2006 19:52:01 GMT

things have been kinda weird of recent. worked till about noon yesterday and fell asleep at about 3 and slept till about 3 am. didn't even realize i needed that much sleep. sat didn't feel any different than any other night at work. hell i don't think it really hit me about leaving till i was cashing in my charge tips right before i clocked out, then it hit me! all at once i saw it all going away back to the shit i was once dealing with, and i just kinda got all choked up like, haha silly me. it was weird hearing felix telling me that it'll take some getting used to with me not being there. good night though, got to see some kids and i didn't really do much of any work, and i still made like $75. hahaha. then back at earl gray on mon it was the same old shit, hell its like i never left! hahahaha. that's cool though, it just means i can jump right back in there and start kickin some ass hahahaha. i really feel the need to do some sledding!!!!!!!! i should call some people about that!, or they call me, but i know that they won't. well with any luck i'll have a new comp here soon, and a new apt! lots of new things goin on, its a good thing, you get too used to your surroundings and you get comfortable with them, thus makin it even harder to readjust to new things that you'll have to deal with, i kinda like the chaotic nature of moving around and things just coming at you from all directions, seems really confusing at first, then you notice patterns, then you decifer the patterns and can use them. i need to stop typing! haha oh! one more thing just for the record my dreams have gotten soo fucked up of recent, i blame video games on that one! hahaha :D

i almost forgot to mention...

Fri, 10 Mar 2006 04:27:26 GMT

Next tues. Chris Chambers is to have his much anticipated show at the Yes Cinema! That's right, one night only folks, set right up, don't be shy. This promises to be good time with bad people! Check out his promo site for the show @ www.nola.chriscphotography.com and get directions by going to www.yescinema.org ! I expect to see everyone there! I don't care how far you have to fly, drive, or crawl! Just do it! and go see some awesome time photos!!

Fri, 10 Mar 2006 02:59:16 GMT

blah blah blah, man i wish i could have a way to type on this at 3:00 am the things i would write would be wonderful, i also want to take a road trip somewhere for a weekend or something like that. hmmmmmmm i need new things to develope and such. peee peeee pooo pooo! hahahaha well then i just feel kinda empty of recent, kinda a blah shell, need to find something to fill me with

someone tried to rob me last night!!!!

Tue, 07 Mar 2006 22:09:32 GMT

i'm not even joking! hahaha these two like 17 year old kids tried to rob me with a knife! hahahaha pathetic! i just told em no and they asked to see the specials! hahahahhahahaha!!!!!!!!!! man it had to be the funniest thing that's happened yet at work! hahahaha

SEAHORSES RULE MAN!

Sun, 05 Mar 2006 01:26:17 GMT

hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm, welll then i'm just gonna sit here and type til something interesting comes out of it! hahaha been having all kinds of fun the last few days! man i really have needed this! hahaha and to all of those that i've seen and been hangin with, THANK YOU SOO MUCH! haha hmm i hope that this next week will be fun. last night i really felt like a louse though. i told my manager that i was putting in my two weeks notice last night and she left for like 15 min. she came back and was talkin to me about it then. later that night she told me that she had gone back to the office and was like cryin and such, she may have been exaggerating a bit, but still made me feel kinda bad about leaving, and once again i just don't tend to realize how much people care about me. hahaha that's one thing that has always amazed me is when you can kinda make a family out of people you work with or are friends with. made me kinda realize that if you include all of my friends and people that i've affected and such i have one hell of a huge family to pull from and such things. hahahahaha good times. hmmm speaking of family though i really can't wait to get away from mine! OH!!!!! YESTERDAY MY GMA'S CAT CAUGHT A MOUSE AND THEY HAD TO LET IT OUTSIDE, AND WHEN I WENT TO LEAVE IT WAS THERE!!!!!! EEEEEEEEEEE SOOO CUTE :D HAHAHHA I TRIED TO GET IT IN A CUP TO PUT IT OUTSIDE SO THE STUPID CAT COULDN'T FIND IT AGAIN BUT IT RAN TO THIS LITTLE HOLE!!!!! EEEEE I HOPE IT DIDN'T GET EATEN!!!!!!!! but it was really cute :D hahaha little twitchy nose and all eeeeeee hahaha makes me giggle lots! hahahah :D hmmm well i think i've done quite enough here so i'll talk to y'all later!

Thu, 02 Mar 2006 19:39:49 GMT

hurray!!! i'm at brandon's! yay!
hurray!!! i'm gettin my old job back! yay!
hurray!!! i hung out with live julie whirney jethro zack brandon and ben last night, oh and one of zacks freinds that i don't really remember the name of! yay!
hurray!!! i went and filled out some paper work yesterday about my new apartment! yay! haha

hmmm but alas things with the lady didn't go quite as planned, but oh well, good talks are wonderful times :D hahahaha hmmm i need a computer now!!! uhhhhh hmmm there are lots of things to say, and not nearly enough time to say them all. so buuuuuuuuuye!!!!!

Mon, 27 Feb 2006 01:01:17 GMT

who's gettin an apartment on mon? oh wait, that's me!!!!!!! tehhehehehe i'm so giddy! i can finally be back out of the parent's house and for once all by myself! EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!! hahahaha, man i don't wanna work tonight, but who does. hmm, not really certain what all to say, i'm kinda groggy at the moment after sleepin and tossing and turning all day it seems. OH! sat. after work i got good and well blazed and went driving in the early morn. the sky looked like that from a comic book and it was the most amazing lookin sunrise i think i've seen in my life. soo many blues and such! hmmm, well with that said i'm gonna go now and get ready for work :D. oh just on a little side note, i'm pretty certain i've given up on someone callin me, and replaced that with hope that someone else will call me. i'm also kinda confused as to how i started talking with the latter someone, but i don't really care cuz from what i remember it was pretty effing awesome just talkin and being with her. but anyways we'll see where that goes soon enough i guess.

Fri, 24 Feb 2006 05:37:46 GMT

AT LIV'S AND IT RULES HAHHAHAHAHA SHE HAS AWESOME PEOPLE THAT LIVE HERE!!! HAHAH :D OK TI'M DONE WITH THIS !!! BYE BYE !!!!!

Thu, 23 Feb 2006 07:13:02 GMT

AHHHHHHHHHH hahhaha. i really want to make like a thousand grunts and other noices in frustration at the moment. so frustrated in so many ways, not really sure why, just rrrrrrrrr!!!!! hahahha i think i want to go to a party and meet new people, its always funnier to meet people under the influence. what you say and restrict yourself to makes it so bizare, you just get things out as you think them, not bottling everthing. hmmmm i just need things to do. does anyone do anything past like 10 pm, hell there really isn't much to do, i really can't wait to get out of the ole rents. hahaha i fell quite rather all dressed up with not a place to go.

one last thing, i miss kissin!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hahahahahhahahahhahahahahhahahahahahhaha PISS!!!!!!!

if you wanna be awesome and help! :D

Wed, 15 Feb 2006 20:53:21 GMT

Okay, so here's the deal. My dear monkey friends in bloomington are being all wishy-washy about pretty much everything right now. The zombie movie is off for at least another year. We are supposed to be working on a comedy that we had slated for our second film, but it seems to have stalled three days after the switch. This leaves me in a strange position: I'm all dressed up with no place to go.

I have nearly all the equipment needed for production (and the rest will be coming with my tax check, so in less than two months) and I actually have enough equipment to begin a small production now. Beyond that, I really need expirence with the camera and with directing in general. So, being that I'm the type of person to move, regardless of the direction, I have decided to work outside of my suposed partners. I'm setting up Poorly Trained Monkeys Productions under my name alone for now and I'm moving on with the buisness of show.

Being that I have no expirence and little money, it seems to me that I need something to offer potiental actors and crew. That is: fun. That's right! Good olde fashioned fun! So, in that vain, I am going to start making a webcast show that will work much like a sitcom, but we won't be concerned with how long it is. Some episodes will be a minute or two, and some will be 20 or so. Since the basis of the show will be "Poorly Trained Monkeys" (which is a term I use for bright people who don't function well inside of the crap standards of society) no regular cast will be needed. The episodes will be based around an idea or a dialogue and the cast can change depending on whose available and what the episode calls for. This means a lot of different people can play and no one (except me) is locked in. The show will be podcast once we have a few episodes done. After that, I hope to put out an episode a week.

I really want to get you in front of the camera for some of this. I also wouldn't mind getting you working on other things if you're interested. I don't know if you have ever considered doing sound, lighting, editing, camera work, or writing but if you're at all interested, I'm interested. This is a choose your own level of involvement kind of project.

One other thing that I plan to do with this is to keep an blog of everything that I learn and every problem and solution that I run into. It's going to be a kind of online journal of everything assosicated with learning how making movies and shows works. I'm going to welcome comments, critisims, questions, etc. Anyone else involved is more than welcome but not required to do the same. With a lot of luck, I may even be able to sell a little ad space and pay some of the people involved a little bit. I know that you have limited net access, but I'm sure that we could find some way to help you out with that.

I'm also going to be looking for unsigned and independent bands to put some tracks behind some of the scenes. I'll plug the hell out of them. I know that you know about everyone in Columbus, so if you have any ideas there, it would be helpful.

Let me know what you think and what you might be interested in doing, if anything.

Trent

so that's the deal! let me know if you wanna help in any way shape or form!!!! it will all be greatly appreciated!

Thu, 02 Feb 2006 20:27:52 GMT

haha i'm at circuit city!! hahaha and this thing is being a fuck tard! i got stratavarious yesterday! OH MY GOD! its sooo fucking amazing!! hahaha uhhh and yeah i've tootally spent like 200 bucks in the last 3 day! i need to start saving, i would like girl things to be more comprehensive too! i'd like to figure out what's goin on with a few girls that i like, i'd like to know if i'm damn well wasting my time or not but oh well if we know everything then what fun would we have? haha i think i need to get me a laptop, seems like a fun thing to do, i just want something that will play dvd's so i can watch them at work! that would rule, and so that late at night i can write shit down and can actually read it later!, well i'm off of here, i will hopefully be goin to an awesome sleepover fun times tonight with liv! and co.!!! weeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!

metal night!!!!!!!!

Wed, 01 Feb 2006 08:58:33 GMT

ok tonight crisgo and i went to bogarts, who did we see you ask? hahahaha uhhh hold on i'll think of it, with passion, decapitated, raging speed horn, soilent green, hypocracy, and nile, we left after like one song from nile, wasn't impressed with the vocals, music was alright, but every other band on the bill was awesome. then went to dennys pigged out. gonna go lookin at apts tomorrow, hopefully tomorrow will be some superfun times!!! even though no plans are made past the apt hunting. hmmm well the hood pins that i got put in the other day did their jobs tonight as this was the first time i drove on the interstate since gettin the ole lisence back, pretty fun stuff, now though i think bed is calling, MONKEYS!!!!!!!!!

Mon, 30 Jan 2006 20:04:25 GMT

well then, been drivin for about a week now, pretty cool, i guess i'm goin to ohio for the next three days, well wed. and thurs. are up in the air, depends on if somebody calls me or not, if she doesn't i'm gonna be sooo pissed off! uhhh i'm kinda tired and can't think of what i was really wanting to write about, i need to poo though and i think i'm gonna do that now, well love ya all :D

Sat, 28 Jan 2006 00:01:25 GMT

i'm drivin bitches!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hahahaha and i'm goin to clevand to get rocked next wednesday! hahaha i'm havin loads of fun this past week, and with any luck i'll be having more fun!!! haha :D well see ya's later, anyone that wants to hang give me a call at 350 0311!!!!

Sun, 22 Jan 2006 21:54:34 GMT

hahahhahahahaha, so i tootally skipped work last night to hang out with kelly. it was a nice evening, talking about this that and everything else, just learning about what's up with her, realizing just how much i missed the shit outa her, and everything else. i'm rather certain that i pissed the shit outa people at work, but oh well, some of them have been pissin the shit outa me too! so hah! haha, oh! best part about it, i walk outside her house and imidiatly see a shooting star, hahaha i just laughed out loud as i walked home. i really wish i had a comp to have written on as soon as i got home, so many ideas floating around and no where to place most of them. well anyways, oh wait! one thing i never got a chance to say, naomi is sooo a brunette's name, kelly is a blonde's name, hahahahhahahahahahha! anyway's just my opinion. wow, i thought i really had alot to say, i guess not, time for me to go get some tiaramisu, or how ever the shit you spell it, Tiramisu! hahaha ok now i know, and knowing is half the battle! go joe! hahahaha i swear someone said that right along with me the other day! hahahha it ruled, well anyways everyone have a fucking awesome day! cuz i'm hoping i will!!!! hahahahhaha :D

Fri, 20 Jan 2006 21:30:11 GMT

weird days my friends weird days, drinkin with exroomies, ex girlfriends, i'm runnin out of ex things to get drunk with haha, uhhhh man my head is sooo messed up, i really have no idea what to think of last night at all! hahahhahahaha man, i liked it though, i liked it alot, who's cruisin for a bruisin of the heart break kind? ME! HAH!

Wed, 18 Jan 2006 21:51:12 GMT

definately can't wait till next week, should rule to be drivin again, weird day so far, i called kelly's mom's house cuz i wanted to get ahold of her. turns out she's coming here tomorrow. weird, so i give her mom my # so maybe she'll call me tomorrow, kinda excited to talk to her, i've not seen or talked with her for like 3 years or so. after that i called the bmv about me gettin the test thing graded, i passed, they said it would take like 36 hours or so to get it all processed, so i'm goin mon to get it reinstated, then as soon as i hang up i get a call from the fuckin sears card fuckers that have been callin me like 4 times a day for the last week, so this time i answer and set up payments again so i'm clear there for like 6 months now!! haha, hmmm now i just need to get my car fixed up and i should be good to go.

on a bit of a sadder note, kinda found out last night that most likely the girl i like just sees me as a friend and not much else, and that most likely there won't be anything else. the person i was talkin with basically was tellin me that we're both at different stages of development, which i knew that, i just have a hard time admitting things to myself. i just want there to be something there that isn't, and really i should be glad simply to be friends with people and so on and so forth. hmmm, i don't know though i still need to talk with her about it all, she's already kinda told me that, but like i said i'm rather bull headed about alot of things in my life. haha maybe i should just look for a couple of non meaningful type relationships with ladies, kinda get more used to askin people out and shit, i'm really bad at that, and usually just kinda let things come to me instead of me going out and trying to make my own way. well anyways poop! hahahahha